neroshan
11-30-2006, 10:01 PM
one for you,,,,,,,,
Here's a dark one for you....
Some dark thoughts
About some Dark things,
Some things that you'll swear you've never contemplated
Or shared about life's little miseries
That backed me onto this coroner's clipboard
As a scribble of notes next to some pictures
Of my little horror show that Monday afternoon.
Deep razor blade burns
And
Some Clorox bleach....
Major veins I hear you need them,
But at least I bought some air fresheners
So the new guys wouldn't gag too much on the lingering smell
Of my useless soul as it sat crouched in the corner
Still recovering from the shock
Of my mutilation days ago.
So what if I decided to take some pictures of my own
While I was doing it...
Maybe they'll post them on the internet under "starved love".
Friends just weren't there for me the way the pain was.
That's why I decided to give in to those silent
Little voices in my head begging me to tickle and puncture my flesh
With those glass shards.
Now you ust be judging,
"I've never...."
Never what?
Never listened to the pain dripping of the souls of a million people on this
earth...
Never touched yourself with sandpaper...
Never thought about cutting yourself,
Maybe just a little bit...one time to see how it feels?
Here's a dark one for you....
Some dark thoughts
About some Dark things,
Some things that you'll swear you've never contemplated
Or shared about life's little miseries
That backed me onto this coroner's clipboard
As a scribble of notes next to some pictures
Of my little horror show that Monday afternoon.
Deep razor blade burns
And
Some Clorox bleach....
Major veins I hear you need them,
But at least I bought some air fresheners
So the new guys wouldn't gag too much on the lingering smell
Of my useless soul as it sat crouched in the corner
Still recovering from the shock
Of my mutilation days ago.
So what if I decided to take some pictures of my own
While I was doing it...
Maybe they'll post them on the internet under "starved love".
Friends just weren't there for me the way the pain was.
That's why I decided to give in to those silent
Little voices in my head begging me to tickle and puncture my flesh
With those glass shards.
Now you ust be judging,
"I've never...."
Never what?
Never listened to the pain dripping of the souls of a million people on this
earth...
Never touched yourself with sandpaper...
Never thought about cutting yourself,
Maybe just a little bit...one time to see how it feels?